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Friday, 11 March 2011

Has it been that long?

As the title suggests, has it really been that long since I last blogged?

Well, much of my time has been taken from tumblr and I've been so busy and caught up with so many other things. I can't believe how busy the life of an adult is! (By the way, I've been attached since October 2010 to a wonderful man :) He makes me smile everyday, and laugh at his lame jokes AND he's so chubby! *pinches cheeks*... !)





But I felt the need, and finally had the time and energy tonight to write up something in my heart that's worthwhile to document my journey in life.

What I wanted to write today was about Ministry.
I have been thinking and contemplating for a long while now when would be the appropriate time to step down from the Passion Events ministry. Not foregoing my responsibilities in this area, but I had a chat with some of my leaders and I really feel that my season in Passion Events has ended and it's time to move on.

In reflecting back, I've learnt so much and grown so much having to depend on God so much during this period of stretching. God has really pulled me through the good and bad times in ministry... But I can't say that I've been a good or effective leader... since I still don't have a successor!
I really had to make time to pray about this matter and I wanted approval from God to be "dismissed" from the events ministry and move on.

So I prayed asking God whether the timing was right, He knows all my emotions towards this. I asked for his approval, and how long would I have to wait for his answer. Was it going to be a blatant sign, is someone going to tell me? What what what? Too many questions. Then a verse came to my mind out of the blue - too random! Luke 2:28 .. so I flipped through the bible and it reads:

Luke 2:28-29 (New International Version, ©2011)

28 Simeon took him in his arms and praised God, saying:

29 “Sovereign Lord, as you have promised, you may now dismiss your servant in peace.

Huh? Did He just say I could be dismissed in peace?! I pondered on what this verse meant, and read it over and over and over, wondering if this is the answer to what I had been thinking about for so long, and what I had just prayed about.

The context of this passage is that there was a man named Simeon, who the Holy Spirit revealed to him that he would see Jesus before he died. In the end, he did see Jesus and thats when he said the above "Sovereign Lord, as you have promised, you may now dismiss your servant in peace."

In a sense, what I got from the passage is that the season of being in passion events is over in a way, and God is perhaps telling me to move onto the next big thing he has planned for me. *hallelujah music*

It came at good timing in the morning, when my leader texted me and propose something to me. It seemed like clouds were parting...and perhaps a way is being made for a new beginning.

I just was reading through my QT and came across the passage for today, "The Peace of God." I am always so amused by our God. He is so .... funny and smart! Colossians 3:15 "And let the peace of God rule in your hearts." Let the presence or absence of God's peace be the spiritual umpire within you whenever you need to make a decision over a matter. A lack of peace is the clearest sign that God's will is not in a particular course of action.

So with the approval from God, I met with my leader and we sorted things out for this transition period and how we would go about it. I felt REALLY relieved afterwards. The next morning driving to world, I literally felt that my shoulders felt lighter. The burden had been lifted and I felt peace.

It has been a difficult week for me this past week, anxiousness about work woes, the bf's visa processing, the ministry aspect - the end of the week is finally here (and I'm having my ME TIME!)... The week has ended well. God is good all the time.

On another note, Japan 8.9 Earthquake. Pray for them. When are you coming Lord?


♥ weiwei


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