As I sit alone in the 'sun room' of my home, with sun rays filtering through the green GREY coloured blinds?! *gasp* I always thought they were green in the sun room! wtf. I'm so sure the blinds are green in my bedroom... anyway that's not the point... back to the point, as I sit alone in the sun room of my home, with my back to the sun, sitting here with my laptop typing away... I'm alone.

In fact, right here and now as I type this, I'm quite content. This is the first time I've had my alone time during the whole week! It gives me time to rejuvenate and prepare myself for another on coming week ahead.

I can relax, take my time, have a good long stare at my ugly nails that are in dire need of some attention and as the sun glare reflects off the screen of my laptop, I can see how dirty my laptop screen really is! But I don't care... yet. I just want to dwell in this moment and I'm hoping that it won't end a moments too soon!

My time is a time that I really like to cherish and I'm glad that I could have it at least once this week. After the hustle and bustle of the working week, and the demands of the weekend, I can finally sit down, put my feet up on the sofa and relax.

So I got my IKEA catalogue in the mail yesterday! I'm so happy. There are so many great new and CHEAP designs in the booklet to take decorating ideas from. But...remember that post I wrote about back in January about re-decorating my room. Well to date, that hasn't happened...

There had been some "restructuring" in my household a few months back... which resulted in me no longer having my own bedroom. Pity me some more, because heck, I don't even have a bed to sleep on!!! Well... I sleep on a double mattress now in my sisters room which is kinda sad. At least I have my own walk in robe now. But still... the thought of being able to unleash my creativity in my own space is now no longer viable. I don't know when I'll be getting my own room back.

Anyway, it's still good because SPRING is here and that means MISSION WARDROBE OVERHAUL!!! Out with the old and in with the new! I'm sick of all the winter fashion and wearing the same thing to work everyday. I want a completely new wardrobe for spring. Good luck to me on that considering I haven't even had the time to shop since forever ok! And besides I'm picky on the things that I buy so shopping for bargains takes time!

In other news, I went to the doctor the other day to consult him about my numb tongue. All he could say was nothing. He said it could be anything from an allergy to burning my tongue, so he told me to wait?! wtf. My tongue is numb and you're telling me to wait it out?! What happens if it gets worse? So I waited. What could I do right? Good doctor advice though...my numb tongue is ok now... I think. I think the numbness has subsided which is good.

Hmm a bit random this post - but my nails are really bugging me. They are butt ugly... and calling out for salvation! So I'm going to end here.